Blue Monday

Why Monday is always the worst day to start the week? Today is not the day that I am looking forward because usually I have a meeting with my supervisor. Monday is the day to prepare with mental torture. Usually Monday is the day I have to crunch my brain to figure out what exactly research is all about, what is my supervisor want and what is exactly I am doing.

Monday is the day my brain become dead and my energy drained. Monday also the day I will know the next pressure that I will going to get for the week. After a submission of my first proposal, the feedback is I need to write more! The worst about it is that your supervisor only tell you that he need more without telling you what more! Then I end up of doing and writing what I think is what he want.

Monday also the day when I will know the dateline. My next dateline is this Thursday. What should I submit? Research argument, research question, method and lots of other issues.

So today is a Blue Monday for me. The day that I don't want to talk to the others. The day that I will sit down and try to focus on what I am doing.